just starting

it's hot...humid, sweat running the course from my hairline down my neck hot...it's sticky hot...icky gross, take another shower hot...turn on all the fans, open the windows, stay up all night thinking and praying, can't get to sleep hot...


reality gets me going, there's no slowing, gun-toting, muzzle-loading
ready to blast off, mind-goading, so stop holding, ministerial molding
any minute, no stopping the inevitable, irrevocable, divine medical,
lysis, you're critical, so start thinking literal, put down the mineral, stand firm against the sinner, all mad and messed up, anger, let up, release your hold, man, be bold, shoulder the cold, don't let your life be sold, to die and fold, flower-wither worth more gold, all for what? to hold your head up high, just to be brought down low, the judgment's blow, decaptitates even the most delusional, fool, just a tool, to be sold to two, never self-owned, self-made is the deceiver's goal, helping gold change to coal...endless punishment, the sinner's toll, tastes horrible, God's wine-pressed wrath in-a-bowl...