help

I need some prayer...I'm just feeling really angry and ticked off at people...and overwhelmed and tired....ready to kill, to worn out to cry....like I've been thrown into the whirlwind...

I feel extremely fragile, but not, because there's that sense of, just press on, this is how it always is...

Probably a spiritual attack that had some ground because of my anger which has probably been rooted in disappointment with certain Christians, myself included

I'm like the ultimate self-analyst....but it doesn't make me feel better, it just makes me cognizant of the fact that I could prevent a lot of this by being less proud....