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Deep inside, I'm being buried alive,
My tears hide, in fear they'll collide
With the presence that I witness,
Too much glory for my eyes.
Ohh I would scratch them out if I wasn't a temple.
I'd snip off my tongue if it was so simple.
If only these things could be solved being Scripturally nimble.

My flesh burns for crucifixion,
My heart yearns to be rid of this addiction,
Colored in heaps of depression,
Lord, I bring forth my confession.


Label me self-righteousness,
I've had my fill of conceit,
I've purchased all the sin I want,
All the sin I need.

My spirit groans...

hmm perhaps

I'm considering changing my viewpoint on romantic relationships and marriage-mates. My position was that there isn't necessarily a "the one" type person who perfectly created for every individual, and that all Christians are inside of a "relationship backyard" which is fenced-in. I will keep you posted as I think, read, ask questions about, and pray about this more...

Discernment?

Great post about Biblical discernment. I wouldn't call myself Boundless's biggest fan by any means, but this is a good, basic article.

You can find it here

Currently I'm trying to finish reading a book before school starts Wednesday. It's not assigned.

Dedication and Leadership By: Douglas Hyde

Impression so far: Amazing!


Sleep well.

;( frustrated smiley

Talking about emotions, feelings, and spiritual and physical health is difficult.

goodnight

Killed another person with my thoughts today,
I force myself to never know the power of the words I say,
Keep my mind on myself and my selfish ways,
I could continue to talk about myself for days.

Praise God who delivered me from me,
Knew I couldn't save myself so He intervened.
Broke my passionate love for my image quickly,
Dashed my dreams of my future, wiped my heart clean.
Gave me a new hope till my inner eyes gleamed,
Filled my heart until it teemed,
Splashing others so it seems,
No longer bones like splintered beams,
Instituted His regime.
Now I'm living on His steam,
From inside His light beams,
His love, like rich cream,
A Puzzle piece on His team,
Redemption the main theme.
From Him all good streams,
Living water, Bread of life, He reigns supreme

Bless the Lord, O my soul